Sunday, February 20, 2011

Success and Self-Sabotage- Becoming A Witness To The Self

I dreamed that I was a golden, female eagle, with an enormous wingspan, flying high, soaring powerfully through the sky.

Whe without warning, I, dressed as my partner (a male), stepped up and shot at me, I fell from the sky, looming larger and larger as I approached the earth.

I turned to the hunter (me) 'Are you happy' I said 'you have killed this wonderful being for no reason other than your lack of consciousness.'

I, as the hunter, hung my head in shame, wanting nothing more than to take back my unconscious action and restore the beautiful, golden eagle to its former glory.

This dream tells me that as I soar to my potential success I have activated an unconscious sabotage program within my psyche.
A program that percieved the role of woman as 'stay at home' and 'to be provided for'  rather than enter the 'man's domain' of money and power.
I realise in the modern age it may seem ridiculous to see the world of money and power as the male domain, but we re talking GENERATIONS of familial and social programming that is still highly active in the unconscious of both men and women today.

Happily my dream was so vivid and memorable as to be unmistakeable, bring to conscious awareness my sabotaging programming.

There is no-one else to blame anymore, the saga has been playing to long, to blame is to distract from the more important job of witnessing the self and changing the programming for a better life.

Now is the time to take every opportunity to bring balance to our lives, to clean up old sabotaging ideas and soar to even greater heights than we have ever been capable of before!

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